I always sems to fuck things up, and im just giving up...im not going to come on DA anymore...im going to focus on myself, making me a better person, I hate miself, and I'm cutting contact with just about EVERYONE. manga-lover-4-Ever and bloodrain1994, you guys can e mail me on my hot mail, Bloodrain, manga has my e mail, get it from her. I;m cutting of contact with the people i dont know in real life, and half of my 'friends' that i do know, manga and blood, you guys are really good friends, and I feel like i can truct you with a lot of things, but please don't ask me..i don't want to talk about it, ever. Im going to work on improving myself